Thursday, January 06, 2005
jus found out tt i haven blog yet...
tis morning quite surprise by ahem~ cus of sumtink happen lahx..den forget it..den go eat with xiao mei n dez...after assembly.. go up class..den happen to see him..he giv mi one stupid black face...*pengx*
den study time..today 130 den finish lesson le lohx..nth to say abt today lesson ...den nv send fiona home today.. went to mac to eat with cyn..den go back sck for band..
band was tiring lohx..so tired.. den went makkan at mac..den go home..
was rather angry with him today... but after sck..he gt changed abit..duno y..ask him y he so black..den he say nth.. den forget it..den we meet again..haix..
aniway..mus start my revision now..mus enter temask poly!! hahax.. now study chem lohx..
tis sunday get paid den sat is s.h.e concert le..heex.. tml is de cca open house..
buy de shoe bag..converse de...heex..
nvm...
lurve him..but i m afraid of wad happen now.. so he used his damn fone in front of mi today..i was like...*ren* mus tahan!!haix.. back to topic..really i dun wan to b in de triangle relationship.. i duno y ning gt so much courage to tell de person she like..y cant i? haix...ning i miss u shooo much..
still tinkin..
wondering abt tt.. if the triangle relationship start how.. wad can i do..wait n sit down there let them b together bahx.. i duno how..no one can teach mi.. dun force mi..
jus ended my call with my "precious" korkor(s)...abit embassrsed tokin to one of them cus u koe.. forget it..when he call mi on de fone..my name lah..i wasnt really used to it..cus he seldom call mi by my name... hiax.. fate had decided tt mi n him shldn b together..so b it rite..i mean no poitn forcin..n i didn grew ani feeling on him...so it was like..u koe? fren bahx.. they so free now..mi so stressed up with my bgr ! fcuk up manx..
when ll de rite guy appear? argh! i duno him lahx.. he been pms-ing de whole week.. duno wad shit he been doin.. when ll de real guy appear.. lower my standard tt wad jiaming told mi..ridiuclous rite..confront ur x stead on tis issue..bloody stupid of mi rite.. lower my standard? is my standard veri high?
jus wan a guy hu can really concern mi n ll b there for mi whenever i nid them..is tt veri high? he hav made it..but i duno..haix..
or shld i stop dreamin abt the horoscope thingy tt hav been floodin my head for tis past few weeks???.. argh! damn it~
tok on de fone with dez ydae nite..n she told mi to grab every opp mi n him hav.. tell him u like him.. b4 time run out..yeah i agree time runs out soon..like wad my blog title is..graduation day ll soon came.. i duno him.. wan to cry le...*c'mon eupy relax* argh!
dun u tink i dun wan to tell him i like him..i wan to..but wad happen on tues? today? wed is still ok until he gone crazy with himself..haix...forget it lohx..
hu can tell mi wad to do...send him de sms tt i hav planned earlier on? haix..wad if his reaction is like sumone like tt..*peng* y confessin the love to sum1 is so hard..dun seems to b when i confess my love to kor tt time so diff..argh! wad happen to mi?
wadeva it is..studies is my second impt item..i promise to sapphire tt after i settled tis thing with him..i ll surely concnertrate on my studies ok..*heex*
cheeroS~
take care..buaiz
yipeeS-
